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May Hurt You by Its Claws ...... Miauwwww

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d Cities I miss Most



The City - The Traffic Jam

i miss YK-town for its culture n beautiful scene also m family in it.
i miss BdG-town, miss everything about it especially foods n FO (wait.. missy shopaholic).
i miss M-town 'cause someone in it (i don't know where he's @ right now). i miss my life on it (even boring).
i always miss JaK-city, like NYC without the bad habit of the commuter...yess the city never sleep.
I like it to have as much time to spent during my loneliness. I enjoy the traffic jam, bad transportation which I hope -always- not being a victim of a very Bad BAD bad mass trans.
--I do have once, while otw to campuss, i went by KrL... it was full. I was being pushed from behind then I fell. I hate this things so I absent from my class n crying alone inside cab while back home.--
If this city like S'pore or KL ....
C'mon build Good Government from Top - Basic
Keep Clean !!


Traffic ??
When you hear Traffic, what's on your mind for the first time....
In Big City like JaKtown -- it mean traffic jam n traffic itself ( drugs, child abuse n s**workers under age from village n other country such as Russia, Thai, China n Phill. ) Oh My God, you can find them (local wh**e) along Jt train station, they looks so young innocent .
What I'm trying to say that WE LIVE A FAKE WORLD OF LIVING..... we try to catch the Sun (cause moon soon to be catched)
Where's Our Mind ?? Don't we remember Our Final Destination -- Back to The Creator.
living in a stage, keep your faith to shield the shinny shooting lamp... not to be blind...

Today, all the cities I miss were famous for its traffic jam esp. during weekend / holiday.
BdG - rather Hot than a few years ago. Along the D'road there are plenty of big old trees being cut for infrastuctures such as fly over / highways / widen the roads.
Yk - seems totally breakout .... too much motorcycles ....
M - cars from other towns make the narrow roads so overLoaded
---yeah prepared for being Old on Da Street ---

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Cute Am I ?


Mmmm.... some say I'm so cute.... sweet girl not pretty ones. I'm Cute....heheheeheheheeee

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VW beetle 73 -- Herbie twin

My favourite car, ever, actually I love his brother -- Porsche -- But I must keep realistic.
Being happy above others not so my character.... this is folk transportation.

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Cat Story




I love cats - pets such as Dogs, birds and guinea pig ..... but as moslem dogs are forbidden for us except we had a 100 acres of land.
My black cat was Tammy, she's gone now. She's not good handling her kittens, which made my sisters getting mad.
My yellow-white cat was Brandals... he's still naughty, he's so cute while sleeping. He likes to follow my mum while gardening.
The last one was my sketch about my old legendary cat, he was Guk-guk... what a rare name... yeahh... its kinda i'm looking for dog but surely m parents won't agree to give me one. So I decide to call him Guk-guk --- like d sound of barking dogs. He's so... naughty & clever. He liked sail catfish on my lil pool @ d backyard. M parents still curious by the way he did.

Mummmm..... please take care my cat... hhhiiiihiiiihiiii...

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Beginning The Serious One




I read on some blog a few days ago, that I can update my blog through email regularly now... Wowww.... that's the hardest thing .. because my email message from my oldie N6820 still not work properly... don't know why...
I used to browsing lyrics from my cells by google mobile of course, since then I never felt n get bored during traffic jam in JaKtown --- u know !! ---
So... I decide to write n copy news from my bboard in order sharing things I known than storage all in my HDD or FD then when its no space anymore I had to select them one by one and delete it

That's so annoying cause I doubt I'll have time for select n delete... usually I deleted all then I felt sorry for that....Hiks..hiks... :'(

Well, readers ... enjoy it...

Hopelessly smile (^ - ^)

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Brooklyn at last being famous



That's My Brooklyn ;0

Isn't he Cute????

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DSingerIsMe

Old melodies from Paul Mc Cartney
sung by female singer I don't remember her name
I love the rythm of the song ....

come rain come shine
stop wasting time
come rain come shine
u'll be mine

This song so OPTIMISTiC

OLdiEst - oldiest :

A Tribute album of Marvin Gaye - Marvin Gaye is 60
(release 1999)

Songs for music background of my first love story

#1 Your Precious Love
I had so many lovestory but most of them just for fun not serious one. I'm so easy falls in love
I believe with love in a first sight (My heart who seen it not my eyes cause my eyes easy catch
beautiful boys I used to fall in love)
In a moment I'm getting obsessed with a guy then after I know him better.. that feeling has gone
BUT my truly first love n my forever love memories I'll remember is NEffy. He's still d One
I love, I made him as "ISO standard" for a guy who I want to be with forever in my life.
I'm never sorry for loving him, He's so piety, smart, rather snob/shy I don't know... but he's
not Bitchy like Man in JTown -full of lies n fake way of life-
Maybe I'd lost my mind... yeah.. I must learn from books n movies about the possibilities that
the one 4 me is not him and he's out there near to me, so I recommend u
books related this song: Cintapuccino, Jane Eyre, Mr. Maybe, Indiana Chronicles, Straight Talking,
Bittersweet Rain
movies: Sabrina, Only You, French Kiss

#2 Distant Lover
I had so many friends - boys - But I just make friend with them (look point 1.. its hard to find
a gentleman in this lalala town). Some of them had mistake opinion about my kind n nice attitude
and off course I had a mysterious smile which I don't know what the mean of my smile that time..
which made some of them mis-interpret my characters...yeah i got some fans...yuhuuuu...please get down the show is over.... heheheeheee...
I got bestfriend in no real world, he's so far away... different island n time table...
we communicated by email or phone (sms / call).. he usually calls me..hihiihii egoist..
I prefer communicate by writing than speaking..... I don't like talking with stranger even I know him from email... he's still a stranger before I met him in real.
Then I also flirting with a friend of my bestfriend who always cheating on me... I don't mind....
Kahlil Gibran says When love calls u face it even its hides arrow behind its wings which can hurts u
so ... answer love calls u dear....
I'm not ready getting hurt... huhhh

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WeekendAction

Weekend report:
;) last sat. morning, wake up early in the morning around 5 o'clock. I usually wake up late ~ around 2pm (haaaaaaaaa.....#@??)
then I went to BCity " the coolest city " - Weather, Fashion, People, Art n Food - 'Braunsweig twin sister city plan'
I plan to go by train....but I was late, next schedule was 8.20 so I use my plan B by bus.. @ 7o'clock the bus arrived, unfortunately the highway still closed for maintenance. Around 9.15 I'm arrived. Shopping snack n several gift from food stall near bus station. At 10 o'clock I felt hungry, so I decided to get some food -empek"- @ S'kL0a. The last time I remember it felt delicious but now I felt too sweet n no cucumber slices to reduce the sweet. Hmmmm....I'm thirsty for buying things...
so I went to M"..Boutique buy some shirts n scarf.
@ 1 pm I left the shop n went to my cousin's house
I guess he's mad @ me 'cos I said I'd arrived @11am but in real I just came in @ 1.15pm heheheheee my shopaholic addicted. Hehehheee ;)
Frankly, he wait for me to eat lunch together. so he's been hungry that time. :< ... my fault but i don't feel guilty.... (hmmmm??) Then my aunty wake up, she's so surprised seeing me there... after these 3 years has gone without any news (aha?) she's so hungry like my cousin ( i guess she's waiting 4 me ... hehehe) before eat lunch, we pray Dhuhur first. After several chitchat, we separate n take a rest in our room. I got a room upstair near to my oldie room when I was student in college. @4.50pm i pray Ashar. but before that I took a bath first (it's really cold here at night) i feel tired, so I take a nap until 6.15pm. @6.20 i wake up, my nanny ask me to pray Maghrib downstair with all family member. ....waiting for dinner invitation..... @7.20 my another cousin arrived. She came with her husband and his sister in law and her 2 daughters. What a beautiful family. No long chit chat, then we left the house. Have dinner @ Sierra Cafe in top of DAgo Pakar Hills up from Btown around 9.15 we left cafe ( the prices of cuisine ~ my pocket , good recomendation. Nice views of cityscapes from above). then we went to my sis's house. No change @ all. Just like b4 when I left that house 4years ago. My aunty's house got so much changes in interior and exterior. Now it feels more open wide n shinny not like those several four years ago like haunted house. Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii........... @10 o'clock we back home to my aunty's house. Then pray Isya' b4 sleeping. After several movie, gossip n soap opera's review -chitchat- I went upstair back to my room @ 11 o'clock. Hmmmmmmmm... the atmosphere's so...cold. I got flu....temperature difference allergy. Next Day....(Day 2 - Sunday) @3.15 my sis JQ at JTown send a message about my other aunty getting in hospital. She asked me to accompany her to take care her mom. Hmmm ... bad communication in a family. I already told her bro n sis about my weekend plan. Then I fell asleep soon. Around 5.30am I wake up. I felt sick. Flu. So I spill "refagan" to reduce the problem. I fell asleep again. Mmmm...I wanna p".... So I'm really wake up @9am. Playing with cat while waiting for empty bathroom. I'll already dress up @10am, having brunch w/ my aunty n sis in law. @11am B-my cousin and his wife went to Karisma - a weekly dialogue about religious issues. Bored with television programs. so I moved to garage, playing games with my 4years old nephew ,Alan, who really hyperactive n funny. He got ashtma, so he shouldn't be so exhausted. He cough after playing football with me then he drink water to make it better. His grandmother comes out n said " Alan, get dress. Mrs. D will arrived soon. Don't be long, we won't waiting for you. " Then he run to his room n shout to his nanny to help him get dress. I start laughing loud for his funny action. 15 minutes later (12.15pm) my sis cames up. So we left the house n start to go to AllAboutStrawberry @C'hJuAn9. Around Dhuhur we take a rest to pray @A'a mosque near to d location. @1pm we had lunch @ A'A'S cafe. Ticket price 5000IDR plus a cup of strawberry juice for free. The food n beverages so ... delicious. Maybe the atmosphere makes me feel so hungry all the time .... The playground had attractive games to play for kids only. Dragon fly - like home alone 3. Rakit, Rumah Pohon - Tree/Wood House. My aunty had vertigo, so we planned to back home @3pm, we miss the strawberry garden trekking. Poops... time goes faster.... goodbye Btown. 6pm precise, I left my aunty's house to back to JTown, by train. ....The train schedule 7.10pm. So I had 30minutes left I run to KS bakery to buy BananaCheese & Chocolate Molen.. a favorite gift from this city. then I bought QED comic. I like the story, romantic comedy thriller detective story. At the train, 5D 3rd cabin. I sat near a guy who busy with his walkman. Man, it's iPod time you're just run out time! So I' m busy reading my comic n send sms with my brother n call my mom to tell the whole story about my weekend. She's so happy to hear me telling her my story. Because I'm not so easy to talk. @10.10pm I'm arrived JTown. The noise of the city never sleep runs through my eyes.......... I miss this city too... even sometimes makes me sick for its traffic jam and flood. My brother pick me up late, he pick the wrong way to get train station so he take a long road to get here. When I arrive home, the house feel empty. My brother with his father's friends from Bgr-TheRainyTown watch Italian League at TV7. I'm hungry, he offered me Fried Kwetiau. He asked me why I spent my weekend @ BTown. I answer it not too seriously. I said I had promised to see my sis after she back home from Mecca. Then I'm sleeping........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......end of story

wEek 2 (18-19Feb.2006)

I'm planning to sleep for about 12hr since Friday night. The environment supports me to fall asleep very soon. I left my office @ 4.45pm by motorcycle with my partner Ann -she's the minority person in office, I don't know the story, but she's so funny n so real - not fake like the others in here-
I wish I could sleep in minibus, but then at A903N6 shop there're several guys
They try to flirt with me, but I'm too sleepy to understand what's their joke....Not funny anyway....HAHAHAHAHAAA..
My bro calls me.. he can't slept over @ C'home tonight then he'll went to C'home @ SatNite after finished his overtime job -- JTown really had a big problems with WASTE Management -- Every Rain Season the rubbish from the streets flows into river/water plump

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